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2007-07-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

ok i know.this template sucks like fuck..apologies to the one who made this for blogger anw.
but anw..im not posting anymore shits and stuffs on this blog..

the reason im not deleting is the links..i need em,coz i dun rmbr em..when i wana bloghop.

so yea,thats it now.

bye!
(:

2007-05-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

ahh fuck..i done where my post has gone to..Should have Right Clicked+Copy for a backup..knnbccb..
oh yea,i juz got to noe ydae KNNBCCB(kaninabu chao cibai) literally means..Fuck your mother's smelly pussy..Geez..

Anw,today went to CWP to do a lil shopping alone after Maghrib prayers.Bought short pants and a shawl..Also went looking around for Fragrances(plus free bag,if any),Bags,Tops,Shoes,Boxer Briefs,Singlets and belts..

Basically,i went to Metro,John Little,Craft and 77th Street..Oh yea,saw Faezah(my senior back in sec sch) in 77th St..I know she recognized me,but heck..I din tego..Bengap tul mekk..Hohoh..

Then after which,aku g Pasar Malam.Bought my mom and nenek Apam Balik(or whatevr its called)..Oh yea,my nenek's staying here for the night coz tmr..As u noe it,my Bro will get nikah-ed..((: My sincerest best wishes to Him and Eliyana. (:

Have to get out of the house by 815.Then i think my dad will treat us at Pattaya Restaurant at Changi.((: (2x) Tmr's a long day i suppose.

ok,i think i will update next with pictures..i think uh..lau tk pun,the pix will either be up on Fotopages or Multiply..krekrekre..

to D**z,i juz wanna wish u all the best for ur exams ayte?may u ace em goood..its ok i think,if we don't talk now..Maybe im just a distraction in your studies.Whatever it is,i still am optimistic about us being in reconciliation and friends again..I hope we can go out and have fun again.(: I miss you.

Toodles~!

2007-05-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ayte,i juz came back from town.Pretty early eyy?haha yea2 i noe..Its not usual of me to get home early,not this early anw..Hoho..Nie aiman lar nie,asik2 kena alik siang je.. =.=" ape kan daya..

I also went to town yesterday,with Fir.And also came back around this time.hahah..Well i went out yesterday at around two..Fir wanted to buy some Conte Crayon shit at Art Friend but the one he wanted which was in black,was out of stock..Too bad lar kan..Oh well,anw..We then proceeded to Lucky Plaza n played pool..That place brought me some memories..(: Oh yea anw,dont ask me bout the score btween me and fir.I wont ans.hahaha..

After which,we headed to Far East and ate..Jln2 sket thr and Tangs and then got back to woodlands,whr we joined Aiman n Wan to chill for a lil while at Civic's Mac.

Today's outing however,was with Man n Wan..Fir was at home playin World of Warcraft with his bro. =.="

So yea,met Man at B&S at 410..We saw Sanwan on the platform anw..LoL..bbl2 skjp,rmbt masi sama..smua sama..hahaha..talked for a while and then his train came and so did ours.So yea,met Wan at admiralty and we went off to Far East.They both got T shirts..I had to urge to do the same but then..I have to wait for the right moment to spend whole heartedly..hahah..Then we went into Tangs,looked at Fcuk,Industrie and some watches..Looked je..hahah..

Then we headed to Taka where Wan wanted to get a Clear Spray Paint for some shit he's doing for his friend.hohoh..After which,kita pegi balik menuju ke Far East..But we decided to take a different route.Just as we were approaching Lucky Plaza after Paragon,we took a right turn and walked straight.It was an uphill journey - literally..Tp tk pnt sgt uh..We walked around the area of terraces and condos..Until,we reached a dead end..Bengap..=.="

Hahaha..Then we went back down,not all the way tho..We walked behind Hyatt and voila,back to the main course..hahah..Da smpi Far East,kita mkn pat this Indonesian Restaurant..Since Puncak n Cahaya was full..I had Indonesian Fried Rice with Iced Milo..Ok uh..kenyang siol..hahah..it was $5.50 altogether i think..Hmm..Anw,then Man had to make a move..Wan's meetin his friends.So i was kinda spoilt for choice and had to follow Man back to Woodlands.=.="So yea,thats my day today..Ok2 lar..Actually had a lot of eye candies since the start till the end..But what the fcuk,they're just EYE candies..not more,not less..ahhaha..hmm..

i THINK,im off to town again tmr..Idk,still planning i guess..Hoho~

Alrightey,take care u all..And may God bless each of you.

bye!((:

2007-05-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

When Friends Become Lovers,When Lovers Meet The End

You guessed it,this entry is just about that - the cycle/part and parcel of life.
In any and every stage of our lives, we will meet and socialise. We will start and end conversations, and the same may be repeated for countless times, depending on what your perspective is like towards the other party. Is he/she worth your time talking to? Is he/she being someone attractive,not just physically, that you are quite eager to find and dig out more from him/her?

We have all been through that have we? And we will certainly continue to have such experiences. Disappointingly miserable or lovably memorable, that is another story - that is up to the choices only one of us has to make. Wrong choices equate to uninviting outcomes and I am not embarrassed to admit I am guilty of that. My purpose of blogging about this is not to rake up about my past and blaming anyone that i can, but rather, it's about thinking of what i did, what i did not do and perhaps, why.

I was out on a supposedly "double date" outing last year. It was fun for me and I'm sure for the rest too albeit I am naturally the guy who tends to be "conservative" with new people for most of the time. Before that, this girl and I were normal friends tho we exchanged numerous sms-es and such weeks before the initial outing. Every thing was cool and steady, there was no "love" or "hate" between us.

Three days after the outing, I decided and felt that I wanted to meet her (I haven't developed any special feelings at this point of time,but I could see myself to getting more attracted and deeply appreciating her), so we did. Our friendship really blossomed by then, and before we knew it, We Were In Love. It was sincerely beautiful.

But things took a turn after about three months. We started having misunderstandings and arguments. It was still very much beautiful, but our relationship was starting to get a lilttle marred by those incidents. And when things took the turn, they never really reversed. And when that happened, it just had to end. Everything we had, everytime we shared - had reached its point and had to cease.

It was dreadful. However, why all those happened, we only have our reflections to look up to. Most of the arguments were derived from my conflicting point of views. She had her way, I had mine. And somewhere in between, I think we forgot the art of "giving and taking." Until now, some things are still left unsettled. And that is the time I really think, maybe we're just not what you call "compatible." We find it very difficult to deal with each other's differences. There are of course, some bad points you can clearly dig out from me. On the other hand, it takes two hands to clap. In other words, if it has to end, it means both parties are just not able to accept and treat each other as a significant other. I'm not really blaming myself, or her for that matter. I try not to blame anything because when I do, that doesn't solve the problem. Of course I have had times when I just wanted to say or do hurtful things just to spite the other person. That is stupid - and childish. But the best choice is to hold back, and let the calm mind make its way to the heart and God-willing, things will cool down from there.

We have broken up some 3 weeks ago. Until yesterday, my feelings for her were still strong. Then I met up with my friends during the night. It made me realise, there is certainly more to life than just, "a girl." Having said that, I don't know. The special feeling I had might just come back one day.

Whatever it is, I wish for the best outcome from this. That is, whatever happens, let it happen with peace and love. I have a lot to learn and I hope, whatever I've picked up from this experience, I will utilise all of it into my life.

Now, it's just that I tend to think. Sometimes, Less is Just More.

To whom it is concerned, I love you as a companion and when it helps us to get on better terms by doing some things, I hope we can do that more often.

Love,
MiK.

2007-04-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

yo yo! i juz came back from an okay day..hahah,whatever that means..
well,i woke up at around 1230? then watched tv for a while and went online till about hmm,3 or 4 plus i guess.

(urm,sorry if i din include somethin/an event that should happen between 1 and 2pm..phm2 je lar ye..clue:today's Friday. xD )

yea,i was dead bored uh..asked some people i know if they've got any plans which i can join.LoL..idk y uh today im like sooo bored.yea2,im bored for almost every other day.but today is a lil different..haha wth..

Then yeaaa,Ary called and asked me to join him..
at TimeZone. =.="

hahahaha..ape kan daya,boring nye psl..g je lar..he played a few games and then we waited for Fee.Came down the escalator,went back up and then down again.Why?Coz the during the first trip down,Fee went up n so on.. =.="

So yea,Ary had a meal at KFC(me and fee tmpg mkn sket..mind u,SIKET je xD) and then Wan kecik came..den bla3,bumped into Tra n Idah in the same place..

After which,headed off to Ary's to play a lil of PS2..went back out again at around 6 to play pool at Woodlands Lama.haha..da lama uh tk main pool beb..We played till around 1020 i guess..Made crappy crappy vids while playin anw..hahah.bt havent got em frm Ary.. xD

Then we went to CWP where we teman-ed Fee to wait for his mother to finish work..Sementara itu,we all had guys talk..Krg2 smua tkya nk amik tau.Unless aku nk ilg..wahahha..phm2 je lar kan.. xD

and so,im back home now..Main com jap..den tmr will be havin soccer.Juz lyk the good old days..Its been quite a while since i ran n sweat like a freakin pig..Hahahah..

ayte,till then.

cheerios~!
((:

2007-04-26T14:19:00.000+08:00

Geez. I have been having really weird dreams lately. Not that they're entirely impossible, they're just hardly believable. Very, very absurd - and crazy. =/
They are actually like very bad dreams actually.Hahah.

Oh well, reality is still as it is i guess. Heh~

Ok then,farewell.

((:

2007-04-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

If only I could turn back time
I would be doing so,when you were still mine
So we could stay happy till eternity
And stand on the place,where we should be

Emotions run high, and tears run dry
Why must it end this way,why
Why must it be those stupid mistakes
And why did I do the things I hate

Behind the present laughters,
hidden from the eyes and heart
I'm still saying I love her
And that I never wanted us to be apart

I miss the laughs,I miss the tears
I miss you being beside me right here
But that has ended,yes it has
And we've vowed not to be entangled in another mess

I have myself to blame, I know
But I don't want to pretend every thing's ok
There's a path that I should follow
And I will try to find the way

I hope that path leads to You,
I hope that path leads to Us
I still Love and Miss You
And please, let there be another chance
For Us, to be together again.

I Love You

2007-04-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

i miss you, a lot.

2007-04-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

ever since i got home,i have been bored sialzZzZz..
hahaha..
shitt,im broke..like seriously2 broke..ahhh..
nvm,ive got the end of april to look forward to..*eyebrows up and down*

and and and and and...

GSS!!!!!!! Great Singapore Sale!!!
ok,i sound so kiasu..hahaha...eh eh.bt i seldom shop during GSS siak..knn..lol.

oh anw,im told its frm 25th May till 22 July..we still got a lott of time to burn our pockets and wallets..hahaha..

eh,bt den..while im still broke,i still wana go out lehhh..

sigh

2007-04-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

i want to change this skin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no offence to the one who gave it to me but seriously,i need a new one.. :(

anyone whos into the art of html coding n shits..i need ur help.
hohoh..

anw,think im grounded now..but wth,even if im not..nk kua go whr?..frens in poly n stuff..when i get my pay,i'll only be spendin it during GSS anw..so yea,that the bright side of it. *winks*

ok,i gtg now..

bye!!
((:

2007-04-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

when i get my 1st pay.what should i get?

- An Ipod Nano
- Clothes
- A Sony Ericsson handphone

choose either one.
this is a forum everybody.let's discuss!
hahaha.ok lame..

but really,i still am confused.

2007-04-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of happy things last night.
smiles,laughter and fun.
reality check:it's totally the opposite.

ok bye.

2007-03-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

I can't fucken believe it gets This/So boring right after the assessments are over and done with.
Wtf?!

Just when you thought all the stress are gone.This,is stressing me.
oh fuck.it!

2007-03-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

i apologise if my previous entry sounds whiny.
i didn't intend to make it as such.

i foresee that the coming 2 years of my education will be worst than this but geez man.
sch now is really2 sucking my energy and enthusiasm.i'm fed up of the workpile which never seems to cease growing.
early mornings and late nights..restless days and sleepless dusks.

however,on a brighter note,i'm glad it will end in several days to come.Hope i'll pull tru just fine,along with the others as well.(:

To whom it is concerned: Really sorry for being an irritating numb skull. I confess to being unjust and not acting the proper way. As much as i hope things will be cool a.s.a.p,i still remember that not every day is a stroll in the park and that,i am pretty much the same.Despite some setbacks,i just want you to know that i still am in love with the same girl some 7 months ago.Love You ((:

2007-03-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

sch is more than 13 hours every day nowadays.
i'm tired.i'm drained.i'm fed up.

God,show me the path of the good
and lead me away from the satanic temptations
God,forgive me.
Amin.

2007-03-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kk,that was exaggerated..xD
but yes,it feels lighter..
my head i mean.

ok thats all.i havent taken any pictures.malas lar doks and bebs..

bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

((:

2007-03-04T09:35:00.001+08:00

i'm busy busy busy..work work work..sigh..
therefore,i'm gonna make this precise,and concise..

had field soccer yesterday at Jurong East.We won 5-3,i scored one..xP
the match ended around urm,630? We had mud all over coz it the rain was pouring down quite heavily in the 1st half. Then bla3,reached home around 7+/8..

Bathed,ate..and waited for Bebe to call coz she said she would..But she didn't..xD
hahah,so i slept..ok think thats all..ive got some Photoshop-ping to do.

Love you all.
Love You~

((:

cheerios~

2007-02-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

i am dead tired.
assessment is precisely two weeks away.
this is only year 1.
geez~

2007-02-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..ive been fucken lazy to blog actually.as u can CLEARLY see..haha.
anw,had st. soccer today at CCK.met up with ary,bali n wan at Woodlands mrt.Then we proceeded to CCK where we were later joined by another group of soccer buds (two of em were schmates anw).After which,we headed to block 42+ (i cant remember the last digit.lol)..Took some time to find that bloody place btw..And some of em were putting the blame on me.Just coz i USED to live in CCK,duzen mean i know every nook and cranny by heart.You dumb asses.Hahaha.

Got there,bla3 siap2..Then had "warm up" shots and passes.Steb ane nye nk warm up je.hahaha..Soon after,the opposing teams came and we got started.One/two teams were the ones who used to play with us some 2 years ago near my place.

About 2.5 hours later,we decided to stop and the four of us(stated above) decided to have a "post exercise meal" at CWP's Banquet.LoL..Me n Wan had nasi campur and bali n ary shared kway teow..And since the place was a stones throw away from the cinema,we all got ourselves into a "Movie critcism" frenzy..haha..
"Ghost rider boring siak..aku ngan man da tgk..boring je."
"Epic movie startin2 gerek,den da dpt tau jln crita dia.da start boring..nt worth it uh."
"Dream Girls gerek beb.."
"Kiwek,aku tk minat sak cita2 g2.aku suka action thrillers."

Hahaho..Ok,those are just some examples of our convo..Then we headed home.
I got home,unpacked.onlyn jap and ZzZzZz..
Not reaching and hour,Bebe called.haha~ i was like,"pantat lar..org nga tdo..=.="
Then when i heard her voice,"alaa..ok2 tkp..nnt le tdo lg." Hahahah~
Talked cocked then i went onlyn.Lol..
No lar,not so much cock..Sket2 je.xD

And so now,im blogging.i THINK theres field soccer tmr too.But its not confirmed.Bebe will be going out with her bestie tmr.I presume there'll be more places they'll be heading to than what she has told me..hahah..biasa lar~~

Im really feeling lyk 99.9% of meeting up with her.But daymn,think i need to get a grip of myself.Hahah~ oh well...Not everyday's a Sunday i suppose.But daymn!(again),i love her..haha.=D

cheerios~!
((:

2007-02-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

this sucks uh.
it does.
fuck.

bye.

2007-02-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

Okay,so tomorrow's the big day for most couples(apart from their anniversary).It's the annual Valentine's Day!
Hmm,most of them i reckon will be heading out to somewhere tranquil and romantic,that's the norm anyway.Others may carry out something besides the usual,to create a different memory together and just to spruce things up a lil.

And then there are the hopeless,the ones who see and perceive Valentine's Day just as a Monday.I am,one of them.LoL~ Nahh.Just pulling your leg there(if i did succeed anw).But yea,i'm not so sure bout my plans for tomorrow.Its a 50-50 chance of me going out with her in about 18 hours time.I don't know - at all.Hahah.

If i'm not,then i'll do my school work.If i am,then i've to finish em up in the morning.Hmm,sigh.
I really do have the feeling of meetin up with her tomorrow.And no,not coz its Vdae.I dont really treat Vdae as a special day anyway.Why should i?
First of all,i'm a Muslim.
Second,i am in love.Therefore,i should be treating every other day as a special one.
Do you not agree?

Having said that,I miss her like ~~sadfjaeufhasdf~~.

okay okay,think im getting carried away.

cheerios~
(:

2007-02-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

i need a haircut for God's sake!
this bush on my head isn't making me look better lar.LoL
but on the other hand,the only idea i have right now is to just thin it.
i don't want it to be short.You know,sec sch type of short..
i like it at this length,maybe a lil longer.

and oh gosh,pimples (bigger than usual) are making my left cheek their haven.ohh shitt.
=/

2007-02-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

This is simple.But it isn't easy,i know.Nobody ever said it would be anyway.
But i am trying.To bring back the pieces together.Back to where they once were. (:
The journey might be long and hard.But it's one i'm willing to take.And i need that helping hand to guide me along the way.

Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...Ive got like 4 weeks of school left."Wow.gerek siaa~~."
Oh bloody hell no..Without giving anything,you won't get enyhting.In other words,before i get to rest on my fleshy laurels once again(for 4 months),i need to be on my toes for the coming weeks.Assessments are nearing baybehh..And trust me when i say ive got Tons of work to finish up.And this is the time i really need to prioritize on school.Yea yea,ive got other important things in mind too.But right now,before i can =D=D!!,i need to >=(>=(!!

So yea,think i gotta go poof for now.Been photoshop-ping for hours already and still am.Sigh~

cheerios~
((:

2007-02-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

Ok,this is the part where i get a lil' sentimental.So bear with me alright.

My heart races whenever you come by
My heart halts each time you bid goodbye
I can think of no better person to be with me now,
but you
I can't think of any happier days,
but with you

Hardships and bliss we shall share
Through dark times and rough patches we will bear
I've made my mistakes,you've done your part
During this renewal,i swear i don't want us to stay apart

I love you truly,if only that was easier done than said
And you despise my actions sometimes,if only that was easier said than done

But all these words,will mean nothing.Nothing,unless they can be put into actions.

(:

I Love You

2007-02-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

what's with me and my fucking temper?
geez.

2007-02-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

puki...boring sialllllllllllllllllllllllll..
pukimak buto...msk msn pun tk guna..
ohh fuck it~

YES,im having a Profanity Party..

sigh..this is pathetic.

one last,fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

2007-02-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

This isn't easy.It isn't that simple as well.What needed to be done is underway.
The unfathomable feeling is still there but.
Sometimes,we simply need to learn that lesser can be just so much more.

And that it takes two hands to clap.This maybe a piece of cake to some,but to others like me.We have to learn it the long and maybe hard way.

Hope you'll get better.

With respect,
Mikhail Sutresno

(:

2007-01-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

you know I miss You badly
:((((

2007-01-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

i need lessons on Photoshop and ImageReady mann..
Geez..

ouh yea,Illustrator too..I do know of a lil bit of Photoshop..But ImageReady and Illustrator?Don't bet on it..hahah..

guess im just the Traditional Art guy..Not the Digital Art afficionadoes..hohoh~
Ive one hand on Macromedia Freehand alrd btw..Hmm..

ok,i dont even noe y im blogging again anw..

gee,fuck it..

:))

2007-01-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

shut this bloody blog down.

YES?

NO?

bye.

2007-01-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

is it wrong if i help my mom to the NTUC?
is it wrong if i help my parents out to the wet market?

If yes,why?
If no,why again?Why is it that whenever i try to just do that deed,people will give me the "kiwak,muka cam gini g tlg mak bpk g pasar..errr/hahaha.."
Does it do you any harm that a Mat Rep-like guy like me(or so they say about how i look) helps out once in a while?

ohh fuck it.
no,i'm not being all emo and exaggerating the situation here.im just wondering why and that is all.

cheerios~

2007-01-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

Ok,this for the sake of updating for the first time on the 2nd day of the new year.(yes i know,effin long-winded)

hmm..most students are gonna start schooling tomorrow..Me?hmm,in 3 weeks time i guess.And ive still got sch work to finish up..bla bla bla im bored.

ok,i guess thats it.

bye2..

2006-12-23T15:12:00.000+08:00

Pukimak boring sial...

bahhh...this is what i hate and this is when i get all worked up n moody.
i felt like going out but there are nobody.So now,my mood has dropped to zero for anything and/or everything.

fuck it sia~

Aiman has gone to KL..bla bla bla,the rest.i cant care enough.
wtf is this..

eh fuck larrrrrrr

2006-12-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away,come again another day.

Remember that song?
Well,to Hell uh that song..coz,today is the rainiest day of the year.As far as my memory can stretch itself uh..And i think this is one of those rarities that i loveeee the downpour.
It's been raining without a halt since yesterday.The only difference is that,the rain tends to get lighter and much heavier every now and then.

Anw,you know my classroom which was on the 5th level can overlook nearby buildings and see the CBD area right?yea,today i saw a spectacle.ok,call me lame or jakun or watevr,but think that was the first time i witnessed such a memorable view.lol..

ok anw,what i saw were clouds floating amazingly low.they were practically covering the upper levels of the skyscrapers.and at one point,it was around a mile above ground?hoho..da mcm pat genting lakk..

hmm..i love the weather mann..le feeling London..wooo~

k bye
(:

2006-12-13T12:23:00.000+08:00

hello people.life's been pretty well for me and school is okay too i guess.but shit idk why i am sometimes in no mood to go to school - and return from it too.school work in Semester 2 have been nothing but time consuming and cumbersome.
The things needed to be done are not that difficult but really are patience-testers..=.="

anyway,all of a sudden,i woke up today morning and found dandruff on my pillow.i went "Wth?? O.o" and took a comb and scratched my head.Much more dandruff came falling down like snowflakes.hoho..Shittedeh~
Speaking of hair,I NEED A NEW HAIRCUT.i need something different i think.my hair's not THAT long but its effing thick and im hoping to bring Dipz along too..((:
gosh i miss that sexy ass..Hahah~~ =))

hmm,think i better go now.i still have freakin sch work to finish up.bahhh~

i miss you baby~ =D

2006-12-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

i'm down with a bad,bad flu/runny nose plus headache and fever.and i'm feeling so weak.the only thermometer i can find has an effing flat battery. =,="

geez,i hate this mann..

=(

2006-12-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

buto.boring siol.

FUCK IM BORED.BRO'S NOT WORKING TODAY,NOR IS HE GOING OUT.
A PLAN IS CANCELLED.NO PLANS LEFT.NO IDEAS LEFT.

FUCK IM FUCKING BORED.
I FUCKING HATE THIS.

FUCK IT!

THIS IS FUCKIN LAME,YEAH I FUCKING KNOW THAT.
BUT FUCK,I HATE BEING BORED THIS WAY.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

2006-12-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Pangkat dan jua harta tak menjamin bahagia
Cantik dan keayuan wajah kan pudar akhirnya
Kemiskinan di dunia tak bererti kau terhina
Itu hanyalah di pandangan mata
Kemewahan tidak bermakna hidupmu
akan sentosa

That's just a short excerpt i took from the song Balqis by UNIC.A nasyid group..
It sort of got me thinking bout people who can be and are naturally so shallow.

Pangkat dan jua harta tak menjamin bahagia - Status and high priced stuffs won't guarantee happiness.
Cantik dan keayuan wajah kan pudar akhirnya - Beauty and physical flawlessness will fade eventually.
Kemiskinan di dunia tak bererti kau terhina - Poverty in your living life doesn't equate to you being discriminated.
Itu hanyalah di pandangan mata - That's only what the eyes can see.
Kemewahan tak bermakna hidupmu akan sentosa - Luxuries do not mean you will live with peace.

No,i'm not implying that those who are blessed with good physicalities and ever flowing cash are having minds as shallow as a puddle.I'm just saying that sometimes or perhaps,many a time,people with those kinda things tend to get too proud which leads them to be ignorant and hence,be hated by many.And that "many" people are those who are leading average lives just like any other normal custodian walkin in the streets.

And it's not probably that they hate these Sick-stuck-up-don't-deserve-to-live-happily-people coz of what they own.It's more of a case of HOW they think..You see,the Brain is a God given gift that everyone should utilise properly and be thankful of.And when i say "Brain",i'm not really pointing to those who have excellent academic records.I am talking bout people who are not only able to think about the right and wrong in every aspect,but also implement them.

Ok,an example.Sure,you've attained straight A's and you're from a freakin well off family.Girls/Guys just can't stop coming to you coz you are rich and they think you're really intelligent and you think you are and have EVERYTHING in life.

But wait,do you have Humility?Do you really enjoy all the attention you get from people?Do you splurge unnecessary money on stuff u don't really use?Do you give and take,or just take?
If you've answered Yes to all of that,then most probably you're one of those freakin blokes and blokettes who've nothing better to do but boast and look really down on those "below" them.
(apologies to those who are really not one of them)

I can't stand people who go,"eeew.look at his/her skin..that's gross.Look at mine,its absolutely flawless" or "haha.im so rich,i can go do a plastic surgery and get myself 3 additional assholes."One below the nostrils,so you can smell your own shit and get a taste of what it's like to be hurled piles of shit at your face - not literally tho.
Anw,the list can go on forever but i'll just give you two to get u the brief idea.

The first example just came off my mind,and it's NOT because ive Eczema and that i tink moz prolly a handful of people scrutinise that about me.I mean,what the F is wrong with these people?Are they stupid to be biased to others based on status?Yes,i think and i know they are.

C'mon lar,at the end of the day.We are all of the same kind and when u die,what comes off first?Your cars,house and shit,and then your body which you favourited soo much when you were still alive.And what do you bring with you to the Hereafter?Your deeds.Which is btw,an intangible that's priceless and yet is the key to having eternal bliss.

People,of course we all want a piece of luxury at some point of time but just remember,that is just a temporary item that'll bring you smiles.And ouh,im no Angel myself but I'm surely not a Satan too.

I'm just pouring this out coz people are getting more pathetic.The rich think they're everything.And surprisingly,sometimes even the low-life patheticos think they're everything.Which brings me to this conclusion.

What do we get when it all ends?

2006-11-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

i heard Blogger has become less popular as compared to LiveJournal. i don't know,those may just be simple rumours.hmm..

this blog of mine hasnt been much of a blog nowadays.as expected,i'm dead lazy to update.hoho..I knew a long time ago that Online Blogs and Guys aren't the best of friends - we will part sooner or later.In addition,i read from a source sometime ago that there's a reason why girls own diaries and guys don't.But i cant recall what the reason(s) is/are.

The only reason why i am yet to delete my blog account is because of the links.I basically visit http://eternal-mortality.blogspot.com/ just to check out any new posts on the Tagboard and to blog hop.So that is where the Links section comes in great handy.(:

Anyway,i'll turn 18 in ard 11 hours time.Saturday,25/11/06..hahah..=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIKHAIL!

cheerios~
(:

2006-11-16T19:07:00.001+08:00

dots dots dots .

(:

2006-11-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Tech gadgetries (for now) :Θ Macbook (black/white,still pending)
Θ Digital SLR Camera
Θ Ipod Nano (4GB,Red Product)

Wardrobe Revamp : Θ Black Cardigan
Θ Straight cut Jeans
Θ Black Bermudas
Θ Loafers
Θ Graphic/Plain Ts

psst...my birthday's in two weeks time..25/11.. HAHAH.. =D

2006-11-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

was in the dating game for nearly 3 months and it went well.
2 weeks into a relationship,and you can't continue what you've done for her since that August.

what the hell Mik.what the hell.

2006-11-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

im bored with blogging .

k bye

2006-11-04T16:13:00.000+08:00

This song's really cool.Haven't heard it in a while tho.its "Patience" by Guns n Roses.
(the song i mls nk upload)

1,2,1,2,3,4
(whistle)
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
Mm, yeah

I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it

(whistle)
...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
need a little patience, yeah
just a little patience, yeah
some more patience, yeah
need some patience, yeah
could use some patience, yeah
gotta have some patience, yeah
all it takes is patience,
just a little patience
is all you need *

I BEEN WALKIN' THE STREETS AT NIGHT
JUST TRYIN' TO GET IT RIGHT
HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY AROUND
YOU KNOW I DON'T LIKE
BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD
AND THE STREETS DON'T CHANGE
BUT BABY THE NAME
I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME
'CAUSE I NEED YOU
YEAH, YEAH, BUT I NEED YOU
OO, I NEED YOU
WHOA, I NEED YOU
OO, ALL THIS TIME **
(ah)

2006-11-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

Mon went braya with the ppl frm Nafa.Met @ Eunos at around 12.30..bla3..headed to like,9 houses?den bla3,reached home about 1.15am..

Jo's askin me,Dee n Dyn to town tmr.Still not sure whether to go or not.Kinda lazy..Thurs will be braya-ing with em again..

Hmm..thats all i guess..

cheerios~

(:

2006-10-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

yesterday was a blast..well,actually it was yesterday n earlier today..coz i went back around 4.10/4.15..hahah..((:

beraya-ed with my fam,adik sdare n nenek frm 4 till 9..dad dropped me off at Toa Payoh's Mac after which.coz i wanted to pick her up from work..then we headed to Cineleisure and caught a midnight movie,"The Prestige."

great movie mann,but u ought to pay close attention or u'd be left wondering wth the whole movie is about..hahas~

then bla3,went home...

but something really really really special happened in between..
=D

ilu . (:

2006-10-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

2006-10-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

Yeaa~ This is it. LEPAK HAVEN.. "Eh/Eee,asl yellow sak?" Yea i noe,i should have chosen Apple Green or something..Oh wells~ (: Urm,and the artwork u see on my bed.Yea,ma mom is still contemplating on where to put it up..Hahaha

This is the Living Room."What's that back-from-the-70s thing doing on the sofa?" Well,i guess ma mom placed that blanket there just to make sure it doesn't get dirty before the big day. (:

Yea,and this is the living room.Pardon the insufficient lighting(if there's any) coz i didnt turn on the rest of the lights.

anw yea,we all know tomorrow's Hari Raya..So i would like to grab this opportunity to wish all Muslims esp. to those who know me.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MINAL AIDIN WAL FA'IZIN.I WOULD LIKE TO SEEK FORGIVENESS FROM THOSE WHOM I'VE PREACHED.SHALL WE MEET AGAIN WITH SMILES AND AN OPEN HEART.

ONCE AGAIN,SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

(:

2006-10-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

so now im taking a break from taking off all the curtains in the house.
hahaha,i know. "ye eleh!aru bukak curtain nk rest."

but since ma parenz arent doin any hsework at the moment,why not join them.hahaha..

anywayy........

I've decided that after Raya,im gonna get myself braces..
yea,braces.. =D

any other suggestions?
any objections?

ouh yea,HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all "Deepavalians"
((:

cheerios~

2006-10-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

i owe someone 10 bux.
i screwed up last night.
and i've 2 bux left in my wallet now.
geez~ I think i'm jinxed. =/

But oh wells,that's life.Better things are ahead and yet to come.
BUT

starting the day in a 100% mundane environment won't help either.
ok,this sucks big time.
:(

2006-10-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

im turning 18 in a few months time.
some anticipate their birthdays,others don't.
I sure belong to the latter.

TURNING 18 DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME.
I WILL STILL LEAD MY LIFE THE WAY I'VE BEEN LEADING IT SINCE GOD-KNOWS-WHEN.

there will be those who truly know the meaning behind that and there will be those who do not.

2006-10-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

eh! nie keling pat bwh bising sioL!

im practically GROUNDED for this week.so i'm gonna be BORED for that whole time.

fuck!

i want to work.

but i can't.

bloody fuck.

ok bye

2006-10-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

it could not have been any sweeter.
you rocked my Saturday.
ilu.

((:

2006-10-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

it's so simple and heartwarming yet it's so difficult to give.
whatthehelliswrongwithme?

2006-10-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

i hate it when that happens.oh well
it's my Bro's 24th birhtday today.

hahaha.cam tkd link gitu..
hmm,what the hell

good day everybody~
(:

2006-10-11T20:32:00.000+08:00

so yea,fellow MySpacers should have read my bulletin pertaining to me n Dipz selling stuffs.anyhoos,this entry is going to be just that.im tryna reach out to you guys thru bloggin to sell my benda-benda.here we go..

Xbox + Games

Xbox game console with 2 controllers = $250
Games are on sale for $30 each.The titles are as follow :

-Counter Strike
-Red Faction II
-Unreal Championship
-Halo II
-Swat(Global Strike Team)
-Deus Ex(Invisible War)
-Splinter Cell I
-Raw II
-Project Gotham Racing II
-Driver(Parallel Lines)
-Dead Or Alive III
-Silent Hill 4

*All of the above are in good working condition.Original packaging of console included.

Apparels

-2 M sized long sleeved Tees from Fox selling for $15 each.
White(7 sins) and Dark Brown(Karma).
Pictures will be uploaded soon.

-Dark blue Ecko sweater priced at $25.

-Dark brown beanie from Craft II going for $7.(bought for $13)

-Max Eyewear blue sunglasses selling for $50(bought for $99 and worn only twice)

Secondary 5N School books

-CME Pupil's Book 5A & 5B
-Malay GCE 'O' Level Examination Papers 1998-2002
-Chemistry Practical & Theory Workbook
-Physics Practical Workbook
-Pancaran Bahasa (Buku Teks & Buku Kerja)
-Social Studies Activity Book 5
-Physics Textbook for Sec 5 Normal(Academic)
-New Mathematics Counts 5

*All but the last one is perfectly clean.Prices are still pending.

Collectibles

-Marvel Comics Cards about a little more than 100 of them.Collected in the early days of primary school,going for $25.

-Pokemon Cards =D . Not much information needed but I'm selling them for a good $5.

*Note:All prices stated are before negotiations.Yes people,that's possible but ultra thick skinned customers won't be of much entertainment.
For further clarification,you can contact me at " mik_2511@hotmail.com "
Your cooperation will be much appreciated.Thank you! (:

2006-10-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

Do i really look GAY?
I've been told i do.

And that view is not made by ONE or EVEN TWO persons you know.
Omg,this is freaking the hell out of me.

No offence to the real ones out there,seriously.
But it's as if,the Cupids' arrows(with a note saying,"GAY" tied to em) are shot at me.
This is depressing.

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

2006-10-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

this is the song that i've been wanting to have since it debuted a few years ago.
It's by a local musician,Addy Rasidi..
Fortunately/Unfortunately,I managed/only managed to find a video of it.

Anw,enjoy~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HbpCO0Ygjw

2006-10-04T12:13:00.000+08:00

this is when i lift the upper eyelid up.u can clearly the spherical shape inside it. =(
this is the tembel on my left eye.it's getting bigger actually u know..n now i'm considering whether to undergo an operation or not.

i just want this stupid thing out of my eye before Hari Raya..shucks..
i sometimes wonder why,i am so physically flawed.
hmm..

should i go?

2006-10-02T10:32:00.000+08:00

hahaha.today i dreamt that my parents got to know that i'm smokin.
earlier on,i had marlboro lights.
then somehow,my dad told me he wanted to punish me but din tell me y.LoL
guess what he used to "punish" me..

A so called Rug with spikes attached to it.hahaha..brutal beb my dad..then he hit me,just like how Jesus was tortured(as far as Passion Of The Christ is concerned).

gee,i hate smoking anw coz i dun find it sdp..
yg tu lg sdp..
hahahahah

ok cheerios~!

2006-10-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

im presently watching videos on Autopsies.
cool shit uh..
i recommend vidz like these to Bio students.they're good for you guys..hahah

lemme give u one example.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gR5UTXeFO6k&NR

if you're askin for more,just type autopsy in the search field.
enjoy~!

2006-10-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

sape nk bli xbox aku?plus the games.
aku da mls nk main lg uh.
aku jual mura abis nye.(aku rasa lar)
lelong lelong.

pape email aku uh.. mik_2511@hotmail.com

anyone interested in buying my xbox game console + games at a very affordable price.
anything, mik_2511@hotmail.com 's the way to go.

cheerios~

2006-09-30T12:32:00.000+08:00

sorry geng! da lamer tk update nie binatang..
haha..been totally occupied with sch uh..
Assessment period is finally over with the last one being yesterday.
Hrm,so far there has been no re-submissions for me
BUT that doesn't mean ive passed all the modules..*sighs*

so from today till the end of next month,its holiday joy for me.
did i say joy??hahaha..let's see about that lar,k..chances uh,i'll be bored while waiting for sch to re-open..hahah..

hrm anw,yesterday went out to buka at Arab St. with her,Liy n Apit(liy's fren)..Then went jln2 for awhile and ended sittin ard at Parkview Square with Dipz. (:

hmm,i think today im gonna head to Bugis and/or Geylang again..gonna buy bajus for raya..hmm..

guess that's it eyy..

ouh yea!i lost my wonderous shades again..bahhhh~~~~

ok cheerios~!

i'm in consideration

2006-09-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

i had nothing better to do.
well actually i have but i guess i missed my girlfriend too much,i had to get a hold of her for a few moments.
wahuahua~

anw,here it is.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWrkGh-VWh0

the 2nd one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsffAn-pCwY

enjoy~

cheerios~!

(:

2006-09-16T23:29:00.001+08:00

oh.my.god.

from $24 last month.
it's now a whopping $92 this month.

&^*&%*^#(*&)%(*&%^&$&^#

=(

2006-09-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

its the end of something new
and the start of the past

to be held back like a curfew
and to wish freedom would last

to dream living in liberty
is to ponder the impossible

we once shared ambiguity
and that my friend,is irreplaceable

ok,that's fcukin random..its juz coz "someone" complained this blog is startin to be forsaken..sheesh..LoL

hahah

cheerios~!

(:

2006-09-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

her:- kel nak ikot?

me:- g mane?

her:- msk toilet. (:

me:- (=.=)"..........

her:-hahahahaha!sape suro jwbbb.... xD

yea,thats my mom for you.((:

anywayyy...

that was nice.

it was memorable.

it was great shitt yo!

<33

2006-09-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

sighs. yea,i have attitude.
i'm sorry.

2006-09-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

hmm..im left with like what,3 weeks plus to complete works for the assessment for FIVE modules.
and you should very well know each module usually takes up about 1 week to complete.
i seriously don't know how im able to be on par.
and thank God i'm not the only one coz most of my classmates are in the same predicament as mine.

phews~

shit,u just want to pass all the modules.that is all.after that,can chill. (:

alamak,bole biol uh beb~~ =.="

cheerios.

(:

2006-09-01T14:30:00.000+08:00

ouh yea..
the song from the Creative Zen Vision M(nama peh pnjg) advert. rox too~!

you know the one with the Panda being thrown a can of Coke by an afro guy?
"Panda Rhapsody"?Does that ring the bell?

hmm..yeaa,love that song mann..

k bye

2006-08-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

im in love with the theme song of Gaby(the south american soap opera/drama in Suria).

its fcukin cool mann..

i know the melody,but not the lyrics.not all anw..pffts..

anyone has that song?gimme gimme..hahaha..

"suci selamanyaaaaaaa...."

cheerios`!

(:

2006-08-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

wootz..ive been in the mood for metalcore since urm..last week?im not sure what urged me to be so but yea,currently the sounds of Atreyu,As I Lay Dying,He Is Legend so on and so forth just give me the groove. hahas`! \m/

However so,there's this particular song that im hooked on to also.And nope,its not metalcore..Wayy off that.. ((:
It's a pop ballad kinda thingy lar.The song is entitled "Tonight" and it's sung by FM Static.touching song sia..especially the chorus..aiseymann..can sweep me off my toes. [=.=]

anyway..here are the lyrics..
but what about the song you ask?
g d/l sndiri uhh..nk hrpkn aku jek..hahah.

ok Enjoy~~ (:

FM STATIC LYRICS

"Tonight"

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt righ
tI wish you were here with me,Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss youI can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding youTonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding youTonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding youTonight

imu so very much.
ilu .
(:

2006-08-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

- : asl tkd entry baru?

- : ???

- : ur blog lar..

- : cheyy..

ok,ive been rather lazy/unurged to update this blog lately lar..ape kan daya..but hmm,since im writin this shit.lemme juz brief you on whats been hapennin lately ayte.ok,things been pretty fine..at times,gr8..*you know what i mean* hahahaha..so yea,itu je lar..wahuahua`!hmm..today had sculpture n photography class..

for sculpture,i was initially doing the face of a young woman..but things wasnt turning out quite well,so Mr.Lecturer helped me a lil n then it came to a decision to make myself on clay..haha..so here it is..

yea i know,tuka2 siket je..hahaha..

but yea,the camwhorin spirit was in me today.so before class started,took pix of yes..myself..hahaha..

so yea..after that,for photography..we had to go to Chinatown..our theme for thise week is Speed and Motion..Those who have Digital SLR cams had a gr8 advantage coz the Aperture settings..sheesh..make me jelez only..hahaha..

ok,till then..

cheerios`!

(:

2006-08-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

2006-08-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder.
what makes u so special.

is it the way you look at me?
is it the way you talk to me?
or is it the way we exchange feelings,thoughts and love?

i don't quite know.
but one thing is for sure.
You just are special to me
and
I love you.

(:

i wish it never ends.

2006-08-20T12:14:00.000+08:00

so yea,yesterday went out again. =D
reached home around 12.05..
and mummy wasnt that happy..
wahahahahhah`!

=p

so urm,today.no plans.i dont want to go out either.tired sia.
so i think i'll be bummin ard @ hm doin senseless things.
hahas.what the hell.

urm,i guess that's it for now.

BORING right my blog?? yeah i know people..u dun have to reiterate that.

hahas..

cheerios`!

(:

2006-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

sape ade agu Jameroquai,kasi aku.Tapi aku lupa title dia.

sape ade agu Mengapa Berdusta from Addy,kasi aku jgk.

sekian,

Terima Kasih

(:

2006-08-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

heyloo~~!
i juz came back from a date with B.
went to Bugis first.walk2 den actually wanted to walk to suntec but in the end,i screwed up and we ended stopping by Raffles Hotel n the shopping mall opposite it.
ape eh,Raffles City Mall eh?ke ape uh..asl le lantak je nama,hahaha~

then finally went to Suntec,walk walk walk.ate at Mac,n sent B home.
-end of date-

u realise that it's frigginly summarised?hahas..bkn ape uh...MALAS uh nk pnjg2..hahaha..

ahhh..what a special,special day it has been.

((:

2006-08-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

smile.

laugh.

bliss.

(:

2006-08-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

hmm so im up from soccer and yes,sleep. so tired i could hardly peel my eyes so yea,sleep first mandi later.huahua`i had quite a bad day of soccer today anw,i didnt score(came close once but other than that,i wasnt my usual).oh wells,shit happens. (:

yesterday,during Fig. Dwg class,i was kinda fcuked up coz i really had to rush through my work.but in the end i got to know,it need not be handed in. *&^)*&%)..but 2 look on d bright side,at least i learnt somethings from my drawing.here it is anw..

5 Figures and scenery. http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c292/mikhailsutresno/11082006.jpg

ok,so the scenery aint so nice lar kan..what to do,nga rushing.. =/

anywayyyy,yesterday i met up with Fee,Dipz and Yana..our main plan was to catch the fireworks at the Esplanade.But before that,we(the guys) had to follow the grls to Far East to indulge in something called,Fried Mars Bars with Choco Ice Cream.trust me,in my entire life,ive never heard of such a thing.but it was nice,esp. the ice cream..the fried mars bars looked more like jemput2,really..heh`

then we proceeded to Lucky Plaza to play pool after catchin up with Hafiz.As usual,i won all games against Fee..wahuahua`! but lost some to Hafiz.. =.="
haha..so then we ate...well actually,i was the only one eating..sighs.so in typical paisey-ness,i shared my $3 carrot cake with them..

ahhh..now then we headed to Esplanade.1st thot of walking thr(which wasnt a gd idea at all).then the idea of taking the bus was also cancelled so ape lg..we took taxi lor..hahaha..bbl ye2 je,no lar.we took train to Ct Hall..fcukin packed i tell u.all the way to esplanade..oh well,thats expected right.the crowd le uat mosh uh..haha,but we did not being the civilised people that we are.hee`

then the fireworks began...ahhh...enchanting uh i tell u..really..want to see the vid i took?http://youtube.com/watch?v=wUq7gEpaopU

anw,took some pix..most of em are in Fee's cam..so yea,i'll post only two..(:

Me,Hafiz,Fee.you can actually spot Dipzy behind Fee(only an eye see-able) and Yana's forehead.yea,shes kinda short lar..hahaha..this was at the Esplanade anw.

Hafiz and Me.wanted to include Dipz but i think she was camera shy..urghh..

ok,thats all for now.

cheerios.

(:

2006-08-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

yea so the NDP was gr8,from the couch at least..the march,show n whatnots..and yesss...fireworkssss.....ahhh..
as they were bursting in the evening sky,i was picturing in my mind taking pix with someone or some people at esplanade or somewhere..etching everlasting memories on paper,hmm..it'll be real cool will it not.even more so if there is a wedding couple kissing on rooftop with a firework-ery backdrop,whee~~

hahahahaha..guess im travellin too far..but speakin of travelling,ever wondered how long it takes a Falcon(the jet not the bird) from Kallang to Woodlands...
3 minutes.yep2...
how about an F-16 then,it should be faster right?yea it is..3 times faster..THREE...so that makes it 1 minute flat..my goodness..(:
if only cars are beefed up to that extent.

hmm..better not,if that's the case..the driver won't even be able to drive 5 metres of the journey.why?he would have gone out of control in a split second and collide with something.hee`

alrights,there's sch tmr..yaickies`! im still not completely done with d effin Fig. Dwg. thingy..arhhh...

ayte im outz..

cheerios.

(:

2006-08-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

wahh..all of them in one dream..can you imagine that?
no,i dont think so.coz you don't even know who are "them." eek`! (:

but shittedehh,i forgot everyone's part in the dream. =(
but overall,it was weird but true lar aka pelik tapi benar.

anyway..HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
lalalalalala.... (:
she's getting older eyy..older by the number,newer by the year.hmm...
you know what i mean do you?

eleh,part gini steb epi birthday lar ape lar..when this is all over,we go back to complaining about high costs - transport,tax and what have you.ada betui?hahaha..

ok,i wanna play games at miniclip..whee~

cheerios`!

(:

[be sure to catch the pyrotechnics/fireworks..they're cool,really cool]

2006-08-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

shittehhs`!
i should be doing my assignment now.

which im not.
arhh shucks..

oh wells..

(:

2006-08-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

gosh.was woken up ard 4 plus or 5 in the mornin by an excrutiating pain in ma torso area..it came,and then it faded away.and then it came again,i simply couldnt go back to sleep.so after ard 10/15 mins decided to rub oil on ma stomach.waited,but still no difference but then had the urge to go to the toilet.and i did that for about what,10 or more times in a matter of a few hours.
geez~

ard 6,asked my mom for some medication coz she too had this a few days ago.yada yada yada,layed on my bed till ard 7 plus..all these were happenin as i was giving multiple visits to the loo.Mom then went to Bukit Gombak to buy me porridge and also do some groceries i guess.so i then tried to sleep in ma mom's room so if there's any urge to go to the loo,it'll be nearby.about an hour later,ard 9..i threw up..ahh geez..i kinda like throwing up coz immediately after that,ur body will feel normal again.but for only a while lar kan..den ate,mkn ubat lg n slept..i slept for most of the day coz i was so weak and my voice couldnt come out.sighs.plus,when my stomach's not feeling the pain a lil bit,im down with fever and headache.double sighs.

hours later until now,i think im improving.(:

the cause? i reckon it must be food poisoning.im not a doctor but that's the most suitable ans for now.

ok,cheerios.

(:

2006-08-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

wah..so fuckin shagged sia..
came back from Sentosa ard 8+..
guess what,i was in the top 16 in the Nafa Hunks & Babes competition..
hey,i wasnt the one who wanted to go up there you know..
trust me,it was very the paisey..hee
its based on ppls' votes.

so yea,update again tmr or later..tired siollll

(:

2006-08-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

so thought of continuing with my Fig. Dwg. assignment today..
which ended up with me being in the lib lepak-ing with fellow members.hahas..

ok,maybe u guys will b bored a lil after seeing almost every entry of mine include the words "drawing","assignment", and/or "school."hahaha..sorry lar,like ive said before..sch is practically my life now.what to do..hmmm...the 2-week term break is drawing to a close to what way to do that by having Sports Day @ Sentosa..wahahah..@ Tanjong Beach to be precise..i reckon there'll be lotsa fun..The usual Sun,Sand and Sea will never be excluded provided it doesnt rain lar hor..hee hee

urm,ok..back to the second sentence..so,i was just startin to munch while watchin Oprah Show when aiman called me in hey-im-a-guy-bein-a-girl voice which obviously,duzen fool me..anw,he askd me along to lepak @ Civic with Wan,An,Ary and Fee..So yea,dgr cam gerek je..i quickly ate,siap2..den klua..pretty much talked cock and we were literally the noisiest lot in the cafeteria..hahah..but yea..at this age,we realise that we have to update ourselves to more serious matters..hahaha..so undoubtedly,sch was the main focus..Fee talked about poly life,d sch,d schwrk n stuff and we shared ideas..

I talked about my sch's Sports Day..and everyone except wan was lyk,"ah?ade SD??wah..gerek siaaa...aku nye tkd sioll..gerek sia skola kau.." hmm,what can i say..Nafa - Haven of Pleasure..hahahaha..yea,lookin back..i think that my results in the O's(E8 for Maths) was actually a blessing in disguise..After 2 months plus in Nafa,im actually glad that im not in poly..As far as my friends' tellings on their experiences goes lar..

hmm..ma mind is numb alrd..have to wake up early..n i have nt evn packed my bag..geez...

cheerios..

(:

2006-08-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

i guess it was never meant to be but
it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is.

into the darkness we stare
just reminiscing,wondering how and why.

rest my head,close my eyes

maybe one day we'll wake up
and this will all just be a dream.

2006-08-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

heyz once again.im currently taking a break from doing my Figure Drawing assignment.it's the so called "final project" for term one.had to brainstorm for eons to find 5 figures to draw but to no avail until.....

i had the idea to go to Civic Centre and survey some Art books.actually the idea was long thought of but laziness and i..we're close friends,seldom apart..hahahs..so ard 4pm,went to the library alone.proceeded to level 2 and saw many interesting materials but none of them were for loan.haisheh~~
mane lar aku tau kan..da lima taun tgl wdlds,tk prnh pnjm buku dr Civic..huahuahua..then went up to level three.survey2 sumore and then found one on Italian Art in the Early Barouqe Period-there are lotsa pix in it,juz wat i needed..so went on to pinjam it lor..mskkan IC smua..hmm,the procedure was very quick..quicker then i thought it would be..hahahs..yeaa i know..ketinggalan zaman.. =/

den balik ard 4.30,tgk mane figure nk draw..den started ryte away until ard 7..ive oni sketched 3 figures..yea,sketched..not even drawn with detail..nvm..siket siket jadi bukit kan tok?hurhurhur..tok sayang cuu.. .

~~~~

so yea,there ya go.my day for today...~.^

cheerios`

(:

2006-07-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

i guess i am not telling you something.

i guess i am afraid.

2006-07-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

woo..there's presently a free aerial show at my doorstep.hahas. =pwhat i mean is that,there are several fighter planes zoomin above my area's blocks of flats and i lurve seein em in action.whenever this is goin on,i'll run to my room and gaze at the spectacle in awe.hahah.(:

yeayy..ive done with my Blue Foam..took me several hours to complete.

how?hahaha..had lil idea so i juz figured of doin a afro guy.inspiration:from my Tshirt.hahas..

yeaa,accidentally cut my pinkie with one of the wood carving tools.its not that big a wound but its quite deep..oh wells,accidents happen.hahah...

ok,im done for now..

(:

2006-07-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

why.

why.

why am i feeling so dreadful about doing my assignments for Basic and Figure Drawing.

geez.I still have 2 drawings for Basic(A3 & A2) and one more for Figure Drawing(A2).

guess im flailing into the shitty syndrome. =/

anyway,yesterday was fun.Had printmaking assessment(results still not out) and Sports Day soccer heats.yea,we lost 1-0.headed to Esplanade after having lunch @ LJS for some camwhoring session.(:

ok bye.

2006-07-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

bumped into a friend's friend.yes i admit,she is really,really preetayy.(:
"Now,heaven walks on Earth......." -Duke Orsino in Twelth Night
Yea,now trying to recall the scene.I can edit it in my mind,picturing her as she sashays by with her tresses caressing her silky smooth back.ahhh..

K STOP!before you guys get wild with ur ever hyper imagination..hmm,maybe cut off the "silky smooth back" part coz she wore a green top with white polka dots,cute stuff..hahaha..as all these things were going on...yada yada yada..smiles all the way..one moment of stupidity and ignorance spoilt the whole scene.

why?two apeks in a red truck simply looked out the window and shouted something like,"wallau!bui tahan..fuuu.." and looked in "awe" at the girl(who i shall not name due to her age)huahua..
anw,that was a really shameful thing to do.it IS demeaning to the girl alright?n no,im not saying this coz she's hot.im saying this coz im brought up to be someone with a set of good moral values.and considering that there was a lot of commuters around,it can only get worse.If the girl likes the attention however,its her prob.But in my eyes,nawhh..Thats bad man,real bad.
I really can't stand people/guys who when in a situation where they come across pretty ladies,instantly/instinctively they "switch on" and become pervertic assholes.

sighs.imagine if you have your own family,ur goin out together.and from out of nowhere,someone/some people have their eyes transfixed on YOUR daughter,how would you feel?

OR...

the same thing happens to YOUR girlfriend..how would YOU feel?

sighs again.

im done.till next time.

cheerios.

(:

2006-07-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

gosh,there are so many sites that i've joined till it makes ma mind go numb.hence,forgetting my username and/or password and/or links =.= so before i forgot the links,lemme give em to you.of koz i wont give you the Username and Password lar..duh``.. (: anyway,here goes....

Friendster - http://friendster.com/mikkk

Myspace - http://myspace.com/apesei

Multiply - http://multiply.com/apesei

Fotopages - http://liahkim.fotopages.com

Photobucket - http://da-lupa-ape.com

note:only the first three accounts are currently active.Especially Friendster.(:

ok bye bye.

2006-07-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

i really really feel funny and tingly inside.
gosh.i feel like having a heap of decades old rubbish squeezed into my body.

oh.my.gosh.

2006-07-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

my head's really twirling right now.
but i have no idea why or how it came to this.
i carry out stupid/unnecessary actions.
i type with lots of errors and/or crap.
and my stomach's feeling funny.
ahh crap,i can't even walk straight for God's sake!

goodness me,what the hell is hapenning?
someone enlighten me if you may.

2006-07-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

just came back from CWP's Banquet.hmm,it has been three straight days for me to be there and taste the many delightful dishes available.ok,maybe i lied a lil coz since Sun,ive been getting my stomach full eating from "BBQ Ayam." Or that is as far as i can recall the name anywayy.Hahas.
For Sun and yesterday,i had Golden Chicken Set Meal.How does it taste like you ask me?Well,let your tongue do the judgment.hee`
as for today,i had Sambal Fish Set Meal lak..and instead of Teh Cino that i slurpped for the past two days,today i had Ice Bended Coffee for a change - twice.hahaha..Bak kata pepatah Abg BJ Kadir kita,"ummm..empat O..!" =9

hmm..what else..ouh yea,i actually had planned to come to sch today but late last night Jo msged me that he din feel like goin..So yea,i had my morning @ home..Bummin ard..Thot of doing the Blue Foam thingy but I've no sandpaper and wood carving tools. =/
so i guess,i'll be buyin em tmr and do it as well.(:

hmm,there's not much to update really.if i am to elongate this post,i guess it'll be filled with crap and rubbish. ~.^...just like it's beginning to be now.hahas..

ok then..

=))

2006-07-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

ok,maybe i was a lil too rough in the previous post.pls accept my apologies.and im not saying this coz someone or some people are complaining but i am doing it on my own accord.(:

moving on to other topics available for discussion.hmmm..my school's term break will commence next week and it will last for a fortnight.however,i (maybe some classmates) will come back in the first week to do somemore schwork and finish the touch ups,especially for Printmaking's Assessment which will be on the 28th of July(Friday).I still need to complete works for 3D Studies,Basic Drawing and Figure Drawing which must be handed in when sch reopens ; no questions asked.(:

hmm,have i told you that my sch's Sports Day on 4th of Aug(friday) will be held in Sentosa?yes,Sentosa.hmm..i noe for a fact that there will be some games/sports that students can take part in (not track/field events lar of koz for goodness sake).The likes of 5 on 5 soccer,beach soccer,table tennis etcetra.Actually that is all i know for now..Hahaha.And i dont even know whether the sch buses will fetch us from Habour Front or Sentosa.sighs.

yea,sch has been takin up almost every moment of my life now.and that does not necessarily be a bad thing.oh well,i guess i'm sitting on the fence on this one.heh`

other than sch,life is still rather indifferent.played soccer this morning.ouh yea,yesterday went to Civic with Fee n Farhan.i finished up my drawing of Naomi Campbell.haha.went to play pool at Woodlands Point after that.Yessa,i thrashed Fee 7 to 1.how about that to end my day?hahahah. ((:

so yea,ive got no plans for tmr.Maybe ma dad will blnj us makan at the new Banquet in CWP.see how it goes tmr.

till then,

take care peeps`

=))

2006-07-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Fuck Joakim.I will not understand why he is still in Singapore Idol ; chosen as the top 11.Fuck!
And to his fans,especially the ones who wasted your fucking money on him..Are you fucking deaf?!

Like Ken Lim said,he's just a joke.And a joke he will be as long as S.I is concerned.

fucktards....ahhh..

2006-07-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

malas sei nak update.
hurmmm. . . .

2006-07-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

today's post will mostly be in Malay coz i find it easier.For those who do not comprehend the language.well.. . . screw you for not learning it.muahaha`.. =.=

anyways,aku nk bbl sal mimpi aku td pagi.for the third time as far as my memory can bring me to,i dreamt about my death.sheesh..but thankfully,for this one's rather quirky and can be labelled as "eh,style jgk uh..hmm..=) "

ok,i was asleep by about 12 and yes,i did wash my fugly feet before goin to bed.i even bathed for goodness sake,hahas..so bla3..my dream started and it took place in my own bedroom.K get this,all of a sudden,from out of nowhere,my Mum gave me a lethal injection and then i died. Soon after that,i was kinda transported to Fuchun Sec's foyer.FSS was my previous sch anyways..i was sittin down with my class but i oni saw Faris and Fee and they were in their red Youth Day tshirt.Suddenly,i made Fee defy gravity and he was like,"Mik..haha,sial uh kau..kasi aku trn lar..hahah.." =.=...ok then,i proceeded to the field where Leila and Dian were found..bla3,(nie part skip coz ade maksiat siket..sheesh)

then tibe2,in my dream..I saw myself,sleeping on the bed..in my black soccer shorts..it's like,lau kita nga tdo kn,jasat pat bumi tp roh nta kemana kn..hahaha..sumtin lyk tat lar..den wat i meant was,my roh saw my body,still sleeping..n then,my roh said sumtin lyk,"ala,seram uh nk dkt." its as if 'he' was afraid to go near my body..n then 'he' did anw..he got near ma body,layed on top/into my body..and that's when i woke up.. =)

style kn?hmmm..i tot so..my bro had a similar experience bout 6/7 years ago.it was back in CCk and he was sleeping outside the balcony during the Hungry Ghost Festival.His roh was standin in the balcony,and wat 'he' saw was old chinese people walking around,some with their dogs.with the hell money still burning in the bins..and then "he" turned back and saw my bro,sleepin on the carpet.

hmm,strange but true..

ok,till then

cheerios

=))

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